Saying goodbye.

zOld age and Alzheimer's took you from all of us who loved you. But it will never take away all my beautiful memories from me. I didn't make it to say my last goodbyes, but I would had rather remember you.Talking to me the last time I saw you.
But after awhile a goodbye is needed for closure. So that's how I felt.

Yrs and miles later, I finally got to say goodbye. And it hurt. But at least I got my closure. And I know you ain't in no more pain. Your very much alive in my heart and thoughts. Ha ha I see you yelling at us, los muchachos y a mi. For talking and playing with our beans during lunch at your house. Or making us coffee con pan or them little red donuts. You where awesome. You had actual china, tiny ones and let us use them while the grownups sat around drinking theirs and bochinchando.
If there is a Heaven or I know Guelo was there waiting for you.
And I know your happy. Right before I left. All you did was talk about him. How you swore he was in the kitchen and needed me to help you get up. To make his lunch for work.You had no idea who I was due to Alzheimer's. Yet you never forgot your true love.
I miss you grandma, your the best. Will always be. Love you!