Things are far from perfect, but I love where I am today. I remember the day that I woke up from a horrible dream. Experiencing so many things. No busted lips, swollen or bruised body parts. No trips to the hospitals.
Today I smile like never before.
No more being mentally, physically,emotionally or sexually abuse. No more sleepless nights or crying myself to bed. Sadly it took the age of 27 to slowly start waking from that nightmare.
Today is all about me. I love me and that's what matters. And man, doing me is the best feeling ever. It wasn't about finding myself. It was about re-inventing myself.
Letting go was the best decision Ive ever made.
Time does fly. And its sad to let it go to waste.Some of us get more than one chance. And some of us dont. I cant no longer let it go to waste. I was fortunate to get more than one. And now that I'm awake, I have to make the best of it.
I once told someone that some of us are like flowers. Delicate and need tender care. Once thats gone, just like a true flower. We wither and die.
Sometimes the seed is left behind and another beautiful flower takes its place. This time, it takes for someone else who is willing to truly care to take its place.
This Rose was on the edge of dying and slowly it flourish.
Nothing but smiles.
Dont get me wrong, the healing is still in progress.But from 2008 until this very day, there has been so many changes for the better.
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